Mood : Calm
Definition : Not pissed off at anything.

Well... I just finished a magic card tourney, was pretty pissed off at one of the players trying to use underhand technique to gain leverage on me. If looks could kill, my stare would have been nailing shut his coffin a couple hours ago. But that was that, just pissed at his unethical ways (and i'm supposed to be evil), and now i'm calm, not pissed off at anything. Not worth to lose sleep over some game.

As usual i didn't get into top eight. I'm starting to think that these games are a waste of time. But that's exactly what the games are, to waste away time that would otherwise be spent alone. Already, two long weekends faded into oblivion with me complaining about not having acheived much except gaming. And no, i don't achieve anything in gaming either, i never win...

I might be complaining about having no one to spend my weekends with, but the complaint is not about not having a girlfriend to spend weekends with. The differences are pretty technical so i'll leave it out.

Of course, people a plenty (i know the sentence structure is weird, but for some reason, the correct structure eludes me) would be telling me to get a girlfriend, then i'll have someone to spend my weekends with. It's not like girfriends drop from the sky ya know. Ok, maybe its not that difficult to find a girlfriend. In fact, i could get a girlfriend anytime i want. And maybe along the way, i might as well buy a villa by the beach, buy the beach etc etc. Meaning, not. Girlfriends are not something one could go to KFC to get along with an upsize and cheesefries.

And people who are female would tell me that it is difficult for them to get boyfriends too. But a quick double check turns out that it is not difficult for them to get a boyfriend but difficult for them to get that boyfriend. But in the world of a species differentiated by fairer and dumber, i always assure these people that getting a boyfriend is not a difficulty. Atleast not, after they get instructional tips from the date doctor. I'm not saying that i'm a date doctor, i just like to pretend to be one. And yes, i've watched the movie Hitch.