YAYyyyyyyyy!!! *sigh* sometimes i need to cheer myself on, less i fall behind, left behind, forgotten and un-desired *ahem*. Undesired i'm ok, forgotten... if i'm old or dead, i can understand why i would be forgotten. But if i'm alive and kicking arse, and my own arse for that matter, but that's beside the point. Not that anyone forgot about me that i can remember recently. Just some random rant.

Random. That's just totally me. A couple weeks ago, i was in a passenger seat, in a car, staring out into the seventeenth dimension, which is really just the traffic infront. My auntie, who noticed my existence in the seventeenth dimension, asked me what i was thinking about.

Which is really never a wise question to ask me. At best, my thoughts are just random quantum of irrational biology. At its worst, its an ugly can of worms. And me being an utterly honest *ahem* guy, would just open the can of worms. And i replied as truthfully as possible, that i was thinking about me living for hundreds of years and all my great...great grand sons and daughters all around. To which she replied, fei(4) hua(4) (literal translation from pinyin : words from the lungs)in canto.

To date, i have no idea what people expect to hear from me when they ask me for my personal seventeenth dimension thoughts. Got a topic? Ask me about it, i'll think it through for/with you. But asking me about what's on my mind? nono.

PS: "honest *ahem* guy" the cough is on honest, not guy. I always change back into guy at dawn : p