The year is over. Or atleast its gonna be over soon. It ain't considered over for me so long as i've not slept and wake up. Yinyin asked me over msn on why i do not go for a countdown party or some stuff like that. I do not know how to answer..
But looking at most of the people i know, the ones who do go out on holiday eves, like christmas eve, new year eve, are the ones who are attached. So it does kind of imply something about holiday eves and it also serves as a rather good explanation of why i do not go to any countdown parties. There's no one to go with me, no one to count with me, no one to give a little hug and fleeting kiss when the counter reaches zero, and no one to go home with.
If there are moments of confusion in my life, it has to be the holiday season. I'm pretty happy to live through the holiday, but i'm also very sad to have to live through the eve of it. I remember last christmas eve i went to bishan to catch a late night movie. It seems this year i've lost interest even in doing something special, simply becoz it is a holiday eve.
Gah.. i hate depression when it sets in. The downward ride of the roller coaster is never fun. Brings about severe bouts of blogger's block, and even in the comments, i become reluctant to reply further. Hmm.. Happy new year : )
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Happy new year to u too : )
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